For some reason I have been stuck to coding like crazy the past few weeks. I went from having not touched code in years to making whatever the heck this website is. I'm having so much fun with it. Lately I've been having a lot of nightmares, and it's really, really difficult to keep going every day when it's like this.

Everybody I know is always telling me how resilient and strong I am. I don't feel like it when most of the time I'm hypervigilant, panicking, or having night terrors. I'm tired.

Today I did a ton of chores and I deep cleaned my bedroom and the living room. I opened all of the windows and let the whole apartment air out. The air is so fresh and it's pleasant outside. Listening to the cicadas is one of my favorite parts of summertime. I did my laundry, put all of my clothes away, and even made food for myself. I'd say I've accomplished a lot today!

My friend Emerson encouraged me to download an app called Finch. It is an app that encourages self care habits while taking care of a little bird in the process. You complete goals, and the bird grows! I named my bird Squiggles. She's pink, and hopefully we become amazing friendies. Anyway... I'm going to close this entry off here. Expect to hear more from me soon!